Those small moments in between

Sleep and wakefulness

When dreams are more real

Than reality's mildness

Where the possibilities are endless

Where infinity is existent

And is slowly coming to an end

Logically, mathematically - this makes no sense

But every he and she who remembers

Those moments as they go up in embers

Will know.

Those moments in between

They hold more memories

Than those of our lives lived

They hold more emotions

Than those in our consciousness felt

They hold more possibilities

Than those in our hearts believed

Those moments in between

With a mind and heart of their own

The time in it, we can never own

Just remember occasionally

Like I'm doing now

And smile or cry,

Or just let them go

Crossroads

Have you ever done something that you never thought you would? Like using your entire life savings and taking out a huge loan and getting an impractical sports car?

Say you go on some crazy lobotomy inspired whim, and go ahead and do just that. It’s done. That moment gave you an amazing thrill. There is a sports car in your garage! Just the thought of that gets you excited, and you want to go and take it on a drive immediately.

BUT. Of course there’s that big but! D’uh. Anyway, so it’s running on the back of your head – “Should I just return it and get that semblance of sanity back in my life?”

But (Of course, there it is again!) … “But… I haven’t done something this exciting in a long time. Infact, I’ve never done it! And I really love driving this car! So can I please please pweeasseee keep it? I could give it back later! I can manage now..... Till something goes wrong. Like the car stops working, or I can’t pay my loan… or I really need that money, to be used in an essential project.”

“But…. If I had that money, I could be ready in case the essential project came up earlier”

What should one do?

Is there a right answer?